The miracle has happened.

It has been a while since I wrote.

First it was because I was intensively busy together with my mother with her healing process.

 

My mother’s veins in  her leg were clogging. Not for the first time. It had become so awkward that her foot became totally red, purple, bleu and swollen.

She was at the surgeon at her hometown first, only he had said he could not do anything for her anymore and therefor my mother went to an academic hospital in Amsterdam.

That in itself was some hassle. It took quite some time before she could get an appointment. And her foot became worse. The surgeon in her hometown had said the solution was the amputation of her leg so it felt like there was a hurry. For my mother an exercise to have herself, her importance and her feelings on the first place and to release feelings and thoughts of making things up or to much, and whining. Something from the past she luckily does less and less.

 

My mother and I talked a lot. Mostly about the ability of our body to heal itself. To heal everything!

I told her about the video of Gregg Braden which I posted here previously, and that she, we, wanted to go into the direction of, it is already done. It is already healed.

Be it a ‘miraculous’ healing, or the surgeon in the hospital would preform the miracle, she is whole and healthy.

 

That was quite something for my mother, and for myself. What became clear, again, is not all habits are easy to change just like that. The habit is accepting what the doctor says as truth and disbelief about a spontaneous healing.

 

A year or so ago there was a a blood clot in her leg which was dangerous. It would presumably be operated again. She already had an appointment in the hospital in her hometown. Somewhere a day or so before her appointment I listened to an interview from Jennifer McLean with, I don’t remember who, and it was about energy healing (Jennifer is doing a series at this moment you still can subscribe for here). In the interview we, the listeners, Jennifer and the interviewed together ‘practiced’ energy healing. They said that when we knew someone who could use a healing to say that persons name out loud. I said my mothers name.

My mothers examination was good. The blood clot was gone!

 

Especially about that I talked a lot with my mother. My mother knows it works like that and it is like that, we talk a lot and generally she says, yes, that makes sense what you say. On the other hand there is the habit of, things are not in her own hands and doctors have the solution.

My mother had so many operations I can’t count them. By hearing bad, very bad, she had operations on her ears from the time she was a small child. The beauty is that even though she can’t hear without hearing aids she can hear me very well with all my new ideas and stories, and recognizes it inside herself.

 

Even though this time the surgeon in her hometown had no treatment anymore my mother and I kept on talking and thinking about her complete recovery. After some examinations in the hospital in Amsterdam the surgeon there wanted to do the operation. Yes!

Three days before her hospitalization however it became very bad and my mom thought her foot would explode. The surgeon in the hospital in Amsterdam had said that when there would develop wounds on her foot it would be really serious and my mother had developed some sort of blisters.

It seemed to me the best was to make a phone call to the hospital. There they said the couldn’t diagnose through the phone and if my mom really didn’t trust it the best was to come to the emergency room.

So we did.

She was admitted immediately because the pain was to much and she got strong painkillers through an epidural, only the operation, which would be big, they wanted to do on the agreed date. There was a team for the operation and to get them together sooner was not easy.

 

The operation lasted 11 and a half hours. It was supposed to be 4 hours. The bypass was successful! There was one vein in my mothers leg they could use and a piece of a vein from her arm and the surgeon put them together and used them for the bypass. Fantastic! A miracle.

 

After nine hours of operation I found out the started at the appointed time only they where not finished yet and it could still take a while. Even though my loving attention was with them for the whole time, after nine hours I added extra power, love, light and wellbeing’s energy. To my mother and the surgeon.

By golly, it is something to admire, a team at work for hours with concentration and intention. 

 

The miracle has happened. The recovery of my mother is still prosperous. She has her foot and leg almost in good health.

The surgeon at first was a bit reluctant only after a day or three he got enthusiastic too.  It succeeded and the perfusion went well! Her foot and leg, in time, would be completely okay.  

 

The time in the hospital was a great exercise for me. With a lot of old habit energy the exercise for me was to keep on feeling, thinking and radiating my own knowing. Talking about it not so much only that is not necessary.

To be honest I was somewhat surprised about the ‘old’ energy in the hospital. Especially for an academic hospital.

Now I see a hospital were sound, aroma and meditation are used and I know that is not yet the reality only the rigid energy which was tangible and noticeable I didn’t expect. I thought we would rely much more by now on the ability of the patient to know how they are themselves, at least to have that as a starting point, and I expected that the mood of the patient would be seen as important. We know by now clearly that the more loved, joyful, and with trust someone feels it does tremendous good for the healing and the more burdened, guilty, and distrusting someone feels it won’t do any good for the healing process. That doesn’t seem to be very present yet.

Now I can see that it is not what a lot of patients occupy themselves with yet, however it seems to me especially for professionals as nurses it ‘should’ be an important point.

My mothers surgeon and her general practitioner agreed though with the fact that my moms distrust of her previous surgeon was a sign not to stay with him. Outside of the fact he didn’t know how to treat her anymore. It does show beautifully that trust between doctor and patient is seen as something important.

 

In the time my mother was recovering ( she still is although she is much better, she walks again!) I got to see this video. This was and still is a great reminder to not take things seriously and personally, and that laughing is the most healthy thing in the world.

 

 

 

  Hello!  ;)

 

The second reason I didn’t write is of a total different nature, the carnival.

My heartsister lives in the south of the Netherlands, in Limburg, and my other heartsis and I from Amsterdam are member of a carnivals association there. It is not like in Rio, it is really Dutch, only in the north of the Netherlands we don’t celebrate carnival anymore. The association is a close group of people with lots of parties and traditional rituals they do joyfully and loosely. We are a special side group by now in the association, we do this already for 7 years, we are ‘the Amsterdammers’.

 

Anyway, I have been dancing, singing, jumping and doing the polonaise for almost two weeks.

I can still feel my polonaise muscles! (the muscles on the hips )

 

This year there was a translation in Limburg dialect of the song Hello of Martin Solveig Ft. Dragonette. The lyric was a bit different, it was about saying hello to everybody in stead of hi or whatever.

With a pen we made a little face on our finger and with waving and shouting hello to everybody we also wiggled our finger. Very funny.

There is always a big sense of togetherness with the carnival and this year with this song it was even more. Everybody waving and shouting to each other. Really fantastic.

 

Just for fun I place the song in the Limburg slang.

 

 

 

Especially the weeks with my mother made it very clear for me again that the road I’m on, my thinking is focused on nice things , is the way which makes everything beautiful. When I don’t feel so good, wether it is because other people show me things I don’t like or I encounter other things I don’t like, it becomes easier and easier to think about something totally different that gives me a good feeling or to sooth and comfort myself and come to relief and knowing again. Like Abraham say, my relaxation and easiness is what it is about, it is not about going hard after anything and thinking and feeling hard. Or doing, thinking or feeling with effort.

The more I practice relax and ease, and “do it’, the easier it gets!

 

 

Joy is the only important, how others experience that is not important, how others think about that is not important, how true it is, is not relevant, the only importance is thinking thoughts that make me feel good. Like that I feel joyful through out everything and am a example where others can mirror themselves on, in stead of going along with the misery which only creates more misery.  

 

 

Hello!

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